I am me

I am me
I'm just me 
I am what 
I am as I am? 
I'm sad 
I'm glad 
I'm happy 
I am excited 
I'm angry
 

I mourn 
I love
 I desire 
I honor
 I adore
 I pray to God

I'm even less fat sometimes 
I'm more fat
 I feel sick 
I am beautiful
 I'm ugly 
I'm normal 
am I normal?
 I'm sexy
 I'm stupid 
No, I am intelligent 
may be I'm not very interesting 
I'm nervous 
I do not know how I am 
I'm mean 
I am brave

No, I'm discouraged
I gladly sacrifice 
I'm not helpful 
Yes, I'm helpful 
I'm undecided 
No, I am determined
 I'm sureand yet 
I am unsure again
 I know what 
I want 
and yet I do not know what 
I want
I know what I do not want 
and 
I do not know what I want 
I want the best for the people that I love and for all people 
sometimes 
I'm female 
sometimes 
I'm native 
sometimes 
I'm nobody 
and sometimes I'm nothing 
I am daughter,
sister and I am also girlfriend 
and sometimes rival 
I am neighbor
 I am a citizen of this world
I'm a believer

I want to be a faithful
 I'm female 
I am a woman in love 
I am a sinner 
and I'm an unjust 
I'm justand 
I'm a comfortingand yet 
I am a repentant 
I am who I am 
I am who you see 
I'm not who you see
 I am who God knows that I am
 I do not know what I am 
I'm loving
 I am angry 
I'm mean
 I will protect 
I am against injustice

I do not know how I am 
and I do not know why I'm like that

I would not be happy as I am 
But I would not be happy as I am not even

I'm not how I act 
and yet I act like I am 
I do not know why I'm not like I want to be and 
I would love to be like I want to be
 I do not understand why I can not be as I want to be 

one sees me and loves me like I am 
But I can not love me as I am 

who I am?
 I am a dreamer 
and I am a realist 
I fight 
I give up
 I'm tired 
I'm exhausted 
sometimes I'm fresh
 Sometimes I am full of energy 
Sometimes I want to die 
Sometimes I want to hide me 
sometimes I want to run away 
I am funny 
I'm silly 
I nerve
 I hurt 
I forgive 
I will protect 
I love
 I'm not attractive 
I suggest 
I scream

 I regret 

I beg your forgiveness 

I cry
 I cry 
I cry 


I scream
 I'm like I never thought that I am 
I want to travel
 I want to talk 
I want to be quiet 
I want to listen 
I want to read 
I want to write 
I want to share my thoughts 
I do not want to talk 
I want to be alone
 I will rest 
I want to meet with friends
I want
 I do not want

my God, forgive that I am what I am 
my God i would like to come to you 
Please one day I want to come to YOU for ever 
Please I want you to come for ever and ever 
please my God, I want one day when only YOU know come with the people I love for all eternity and be with YOU

I am 
I want 
I